a likely irrational approach to the definition of survival

I’m so ready to uncoil
the bounce off the wall
may be quite the impact.

Perhaps it’s best to contain
it
BUT HOW???

When the furvour and fever
burns this deep
one can’t help but
spin out of control once in a while.

and they may say
as they reflect back for me
what a spinout it was.

perhaps.
rather, I’d like to think
they thought I took a chance
to survive.