accepting

it’s not a matter of understanding,
anymore.

I understand.
oui, je le comprende.

I’d rather just know
anyway.

just know the truth, just
once.

just know exactly what’s happening
tomorrow.

and yeah, maybe that’s
irrational.

but life I find certainly
is.

and maybe that’s the charm to
it.

the irrational charm. the lack of
direction.

the spontaneity I always
lack.

it’s always
here.

so, yes, it’s not about
understanding.

now, it’s about
accepting.