fifty little gems that might describe little parts of me

a continuation of my ever-happy-list-making trait:

1. stamina for life’s battles
2. a nice smile
3. dedication to lifelong learning
4. eclectic, introverted and blandly unoriginal music tastes
5. frequent bouts of absolute boredom
6. inspired moments of great thoughts
7. a strange connection to the universe that feels somewhat spiritual
8. a harsh inward focused lens of judgment
9. pack rat abilities
10. the ability to experience random thoughts
11. a desire to be more extroverted
12. a need to understand myself daily
13. a sense of belonging to a greater community
14. lustful hope for the phone to always ring
15. an often linear-focused thought process
16. perfectionist tendencies that border on irrational
17. over-analytical focus on minute details
18. an acceptably sized vocabulary
19. a meticulously organized music collection
20. a shamefully short literary library
21. limited comprehension of time – past, present or future
22. a fairly positive body image
23. limited hatred towards others
24. a somewhat restrictive self-preservation tendency that limits radical actions (but not ideas)
25. a desire to affiliate with many individuals and groups
26. a hatred to be pigeon holed
27. an esteem issue of knowledge and wisdom
28. an overarching reliance on external validation that doesn’t mesh with my own proper conclusions
29. an incessant yearning to travel – but not alone
30. a willingness to explore other culture, food, music or tastes
31. mental stability
32. a distrust of dreams that I don’t like – but may enjoy
33. an overactive consciousness
34. an INTJ-framed inability to communicate in person my issues
35. a love for passionate people
36. a trust in the warmth of others, if not their abilities
37. a sympathetic shoulder
38. an attempt at framing my own masculinity without external justifications
39. unending inspirations for future writing projects
40. an out-of-the-box appreciation for my very human fascinations
41. a never ceasing preoccupation with knowing answers
42. a general layer of happiness with my direction
43. a tendency to do weird things (10,20,30…)
44. a fear of doing normal things
45. an acknowledgment that I am no blind ideologue even if I want to be
46. a rather dependable volunteer
47. an irrational ability to never say no
48. a man head over heels in love with life
49. at peace with knowing myself, if not at peace with accepting who that self is
50. a lover of lists