I want to be ready

even when it means not knowing what to do when I am
I want to be ready
even when it means not completing the chores I need to complete
I want to be ready
even when it means not finding peace, inner and outer
I want to be ready
even when it means not knowing whowherewhatwhenhowwhy
I want to be ready

I want to be ready.
I am ready.

but not for this.