if these credentials don't get me employment

These last four years have been wonderful.
I love the way the sun sets
I love the way a friendship can rise in tangent
I cherish the moments where I feel completely narcissistic and yet open to everyone else

I know my time is moving on, however.
my timmy’s and south albert are precious
but not so much that they can preserve me like some magical elixir
it takes decades, my friend, decades to accomplish that.

and if these credentials don’t get me employment
then have I really accomplished anything?
don’t people jump to get a volunteer list on their CV?
mine, I had to weed. weed of wonderful groups and organisations
who just don’t cut it when there’s only a limited eight lines for listings

oh, these four years. life improves, I improve, my narcisisism will decrease.