me in a nutshell

Yes, I hear the shimmering AGAIN
It bounces and absorbs all struggles it can in its encounters
Certainly more so than the twinkling of pieces
I knew before

11:11.. What next!
I lose track of my reality often
Probably as a result of poor penmanship
Straight and narrow, they say
Certainly , they demand
What a RESTRICTION

I guess their reality doesn’t include the urge to be real and experience it all
For all encompasses this desire
More than hiding in the comfort of one’s shell.

No please ignore my cries
They were never meant for your ears anyway
I have to absolve this mess
It was me to search out the means
Now punish the culprit