my name

it’s not food I’m after
it’s a distraction
it’s not closing over
it’s an attraction

blocking the road
stalling my future
blocking the flow
stalling my vision

and you know
that I am here in vain
and you know
that I am waiting for you to say
my name

it’s not friendship I’m searching
it’s rather lust
it’s not generally noticed
it’s rather humble

keep me up at night
freezing my mental power
keep me hiding in denial
freezing my desire for change

and you know
that I am here in vain
and you know
that I am waiting for you to say
my name